The World Just Falls Apart

Can't tell if it's real

how the world just falls apart

where exactly is the appeal

when the good life never even starts

Count your blessings

rosary beads flying through the air

want to scream

saturating these memories with this wooden heart

No matter how it is

it's never enough

snarling wolves to whimpering pups

no matter how tough

It is raining, now it's snowing

this winter cold is growing

but the pain of not knowing

hidden fears never showing

Put on a brave face

going through another phase

walking around in a daze

spinning madly in some monochromatic haze

mathiasthom

written 10/28/18