Stars

Rest has eluded me once again. I can't tell if Your arms are still around me. I can't hear that my voice is still making any sound. This sleep is stagnant and my dreams are transient. Nothing is nothing. I don't know where You are. I look up to the sky. And there are stars up there, staring back down on me. More beauty than we could ever see, more life than we could ever know. An endless ocean flowing through eternity. Living and breathing in perfection. Vastness. Emptiness. Completion. I breathe in this night air and know You're here.