Uncertainty

And she said "Even if yes, no"

And I said I don't know

Because more than anything, I don't understand

how people can say the world is ever gray

If we stick to their analogy I guess my world is polaryzed

It's black, or it's white

Which why I'm always scared to ask

Which is why I know I made this mess for myself

But in my own words the world is neither

It is full of colors, so in a way, maybe it is grey

Because when the black and white filter is on, 

that's what most things look like

And I asked who and you said me

And he said it was meant to be

This is why I am so confused

For being the only one in the world who feels this way

With a fireplace for a heart

And really, even after all,

I am willing to burn if it'll keep you warm

Author's Note

Again, Im not good at naming things, and i feel like i use "and" and "but" way too much