could it be?

i sit here and wonder to myself

could it be

he loves me

and no one else

i wonder exactly

whats going through his head

as he gazes into my eyes

it gets harder every day

when hes not around

it drives me

insane

i wonder to myself

is this all real

or am i dreaming?

if im dreaming

i dont want to awake

from this beautiful dream

 

 

then all of a sudden

it comes crashing down

my beutiful dream

turned into a nightmare

 

hes ripping my heart

out of my chest

these tears are falling

as he looks at me

with eyes of hate

with a piercing black soul

and no longer comfort

his eyes glare at me

as i run in fear

i try to get away from all his hate

i try to run from his wrath

but it chases me until

i feel like i cant run anymore

and i fall to my knees

begging and pleading

for him not to hurt me anymore

im tired of hurting so sick of crying

 

and then he picks me up

off my feet

as if a sudden change of mind

and im looking dumbfounded

wondering if i should run or stay

and then....

 

and he grabs me

and holds me tight again

and confused i hold him back

i never knew it was coming

he stole my heart

with no feeling left for anyone but him

and then....

 

i wake up.

 

Author's Note

this is confusing, first its a lovely story then its something else. sorry if you cant understand it, just tell me the truth what all should i fix, is this something i could work with?

Reviews

[mpya]

Sounds like a dream of fear .and being in a push and shuv relationship.I relate.you dream about it ?I live it.lol good one but you do know that no story or poem is ever finished its a work in progress.