My voice

I have a voice...

She is there for me

My best friend

My worst enemy

She builds up the walls in my head

And tears them down at the worst moments

I tell her everything

She tells me it gets worse

I'll get worse

Uglier 

Fatter

Sadder

She makes me sick and tired

Her words corrupt me

I push people away

She rewards me

With pain

Depression

Blood

Fear

She scares me

Really scares me

But I love her

She's my voice

And no one can take her from me