Attack

The attack is beginning

My sanity slowly starts to escape me

My mind brings up thoughts better left dead

I contemplate things better off unsaid

Anxiety is killing me

My hands shake fearfully

Then I'm sobbing

Am I dying?

I am just trying

To get a grip

But everything falls off my finger tips

Reality is not real

The pain inside my mind is

Forcing me to feel

Every thought I thought I shoved away

Now scaring my brain

I'm going insane

The bones in my body liquefy

My head slams on the pillow

I'm wide awake choking on my panic

Thoughts are twisting in my head

Stop

Please

And then it's gone

Just like that it's gone

The attack is over