NowhereA Poem by MeghanMillieI can't go backNowhere has died The kittens died of starvation Minnie Millie was sent to the vet and euthanized Our tree house was set on fire No one survived The moon that hung so perfectly over us fell No light has touched the world we created I can’t go back Two people have entered this world A world that stood for my soul For my hopes and dreams Everything I could possibly want in my life It was in Nowhere You built the door to my dreams It was our world A world forged with what I thought was love It was built with devoted friendship A friendship like iron chains So strongly linked we never thought about breaking My acid heart caused me to rust You still held strong and helped me wipe the salty tears off my edges They rolled off my hollow cheeks as you held me Your touch was invisible to anyone watching The stupid smile you cut into my face hurt Yet I lived for your kiss For your hug Even though I screamed and bled as your heart broke I should’ve seen it I shouldn’t have reacted so badly You yourself never forced blood from your flesh But I did It caused your heart to bleed All because my blade slipped from my hands and dug into your love for me I never had loved anyone more than I had you I overreacted I’m bad My veins pump acid Each living moment was a vicious battle for air Then you touched me Your smile was that light It made the demons and acid burn up Your hand fit perfectly in mine as you pulled me up I never thought the black hole existed when I was in your arms Bliss couldn’t even describe it I let it get to me I let the blade stab us until we both lay on the cold ground dizzy If you loved me you wouldn’t have let it get to you But you didn’t love me You never did I was just a charity case No No that is not how it works Just like you many others fell into my pain They called it love as if it could be defined in any book As if it was something that doesn’t die As if they weren’t lying to me I kill love I bat my eyelashes like a innocent lost girl And people fall in They fall from thousands of miles away to just a few blocks down We both fall together Eventually the ground will rush up Neither knows who will hit it first Who will shatter into more pieces then there are happy moments we shared in each others arms This is how it ends In lies I am not innocent If you dare to look me in eyes Look with your eyes half closed I was never the one to deceive But my head pulls tricks that not even I know how to stop I never meant for this to happen Nowhere is best left dead I don’t have the courage to go back © 2015 MeghanMillie |
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Added on May 21, 2015Last Updated on May 21, 2015 |