Trapped in My Mind

I scream as if that could fix everything

I cry because there’s nothing else I can do

I want the memories to stop

Don’t I want the memories to stop?

 

I cut to feel,

I cut to feel the pain.

To see the blood,

To see myself.

 

I want to stop

I don’t want to stop

 

I cut to feel,

I cut to feel something

To see the blood

To see reality

 

I scream because I can’t feel

I cry because I can’t see

I want because of all that I can’t

But still the memories won’t stop