my identity

dicovering who you are should come naturally or so i thought- the ideas something i think about, on a daily basis

im scared when i realise there may be nothing that sets me apart from others

i want to fit in but im scared that i may lose myself in the process

but then i wonder -what really do i lose about myself

is there truly anything to lose

what makes me me and is worth set on ability or opinion

im scared that identity is just based on what you can do

am i just another name on a piece of paper if i go for an interview or i want to seek a job

i know i am-but would i really stand out

what is my identity like and am i just acting to fit society 

is the way i act controlled by me or my surroundings

and what truly forms my character

what makes me different from anyone else

is it how i spend my time how i socialise how i....im not sure

and it scares me when i realise

that truly if i change myself beyond a point ill only know then when ive lost a part of my what identity truly is

and how do i change myself if i dont truly know who i am in the first place

what do i truly have to lose or gain 

what makes me me 

i think about it everyday 

whats significant if i dont do something or do something why does it truly matter 

in the ned if i work hard would anything still tell me who i am and what i could do

i desire to know myself so well i know how far i can go 

this is my journey to find my own identity

Author's Note

what do you guys think? post below especially if you guys have identity crisises all the time-- like me