On a plate for you

Breath

 

Let it Go 

 

Natural and easy

Most people say they want a simple love

Light and breezy

But how often does a hand simply slide into a glove?

 

It’s obvious that type of love is not real

And goddammit how you never let me win

How often do people really say exactly what they feel?

It seems tainted now to say “I love you”, I don’t fully understand what it means but I know it’s true, and yet today telling you feels like a sin

 

I know someday I’ll turn to stone

Will you even notice?

Maybe they’ll be fewer messages on your phone

And maybe you’ll call me if you’re trying to bone

From friend to friend and girl to girl I’m positive you’ll never feel alone

And yeah I’m sure the fact that I’m a little broken to you is just a bonus

 

Falling

Sinking

Praying and

Afraid of Blinking!

 

Breathe

 

Letting Go

 

Is impossible to do

Everyone says it’s the only way

Something inside me screams that I DON’T WANT TO

And no it’s not because you’re actually inside me

But what else can I say?

 

Believe in yourself

Plant your own garden, should be your mantra

Dust off your own shelf

Just a big pile of contra-

Dictions

And no sorry that’s not another thing you can put your dick in

 

Crawling

Melting

Bawling  

Emotions reach a high C, your throbbing organs are practically belting!

 

Breathe

 

Let it Go

 

The crescendo of dissonant chords

Only sound absolutely perfect with the melody

The sweet melody of “the one” sweeping you off your feet is just another fable the little girls absorbs

Classical vocal technique can be taught but most of talent is pre-established chemically

 

It hasn’t been easy since day one

We have always been complicated

And after you’re done

Yup I mean, as soon as you cum

You always leave me lying there and run

And the memory immediately becomes jaded

 

I guess the passion has faded

They say your body recovers in fettle position

Honestly I feel like I’ve been traded

But there is no use, you will never again listen

 

S**t, why did I ever want to date you?

I ate with you

I’m hardly ever late for you

Thought I saw a mate in you

My words no longer have weight to you

Since when did I become an estate for you

I took the bait for you

How many times will I have to dictate to you

That I fear you think I’ll never equate to you

My friends kinda want to sedate you

So damn dude you better hope I never rate you

Because sometimes I think I really f*****g hate you

 

And yeah, you nailed it,  my heart is on a plate for you

 

Breathe

 

Let it f*****g Go

 

Even though I feel really low

It’s about time to grow

And it will never be tied up in a nice bow

Author's Note

Let me know what you think? This is a little angry, but honest