Please

Please heart I beg you to stop for one moment so I can breath
It hurts to much right now brain let me sleep in peace
I know I love him but I can't give up my dreams
He's bull headed
He won't listen to me
Can I have one moment where I don't feel alone
Where I can sit in silence with out coming undone
Will the memories stop coming and the sadness subside
Dreams will you stop choosing the topic of you know who
Coming to my door and loving on me
Saying he missed me and kissing me all over
Will you all just stop so I can breath
I'm in a world where even if it feels right every ones against you
Everything you do is wrong mine as well put up with it
Yelling and screaming to be left alone when all you want is him holding you
Seventeen years is a very long time
Maybe he will love me like I do in time
He needs to miss me first
Realize what he had then give it up slowly not to bad
I love him yes and I crave his hand on my leg but right now I'm alright with waiting to see if anything
Has changed