FEAR

written 2014

I feel so hopeless and lonely 
All this undue heartache 
Because i don't know if you want me 
I can't see through my falling tears 
Flashbacks of forgotten memories 
A sense of loss throughout the years 
I've never felt a calling so true 
I Never believed in fate 
Until the day I met you 

Your voice 
Makes my heart begin to strain 
haunted by your absence 
Fragile glass in a broken frame 
Your soul sings to me 
I can't keep from yearning 
An old melody inviting, alluring 
But so much unknown 
I'm still learning 

Fires of passion have burnt 
But now they smoulder 
I need reassurance 
I can't take indecision much longer 
I need to know your stance 
So I can grow stronger 

Your have left your mark 
Your caress etched on my heart 
I can only wish, 
For this lifetime we need not be apart 
Keep asking 
Do I open up, do i let you in 
try tell myself 
A fearful heart can never win