History of a girl

Just a poem I thought of.

The history of a girl who lived because she had to  

Living in a world that she created so

That she could feel wanted and have the power to go

To move forward into a mind she could show

The history of a girl who dreams in blatent

And vivid colors which makes life more content

She blocks out her past and the times she shared in the moment

Looking for that one essential component

The history of a girl who has everything

But isn't filled and is waiting

For the next day and excitement taking

All day to find her laying when its raining

The history of a girl who lived to find

But searching for something that kept her in a bind

Seeing but not hearing what she needs to that one kind

She looks back and sees the remnants a hind

The history of a girl who is an INDIVIDUAL

Seeming so happy and egotistical and sentimental

Sentimental being happy on the outside and habitual

Inside feeling sad, lonely, and Inseperable

The history of a girl who is

THE HISTORY OF A GIRL WHO IS!!!

Author's Note

Ignore grammar. Do you get the idea?