Panic

These blurry skies

Keep me up at night,

And in my pondering

I realize I am not alright.

 

My heart beats,

And I freeze

As that icey hand seizes my neck

And I realize I am not alright

 

I am a burning comet

And I am stuttering;

I no longer know who I am

Then I realize-

 

My emotions have taken control

And I don’t know where I am

And I can’t stay still though I cannot move

I am not alright

 

I think I may be crazy

I know I am alone

I feel that hand squeeze my neck

And I realize, I realize, I realize

 

There are no more breaths to take-

There is no air

In this caged insanity of mine

I AM NOT ALRIGHT

 

I AM DYING

I AM crying;

I am at home-

I am alright

i            am                                   asleep