Final Wish

I wish that I could sense the falling of the rain somewhere in the cold world

I wish that I could be the one to make you smile

I wish that I could show you my wings and fly you up to the Heavens

I wish that I can show you the sparkle of my everlasting Light within my everbeating heart

I wish that I could smile without reason

I wish that my tears will dry up

I wish that I could breathe when you aren't around me

I wish that I was strong, like an Angel of Darkness

I wish that my cuts will heal and the blood will wash away

I wish that I will some day soon give up on waiting for you to return

I wish I could ignore the past and the future, and live in present

I wish that I could love love who I am instead of what I'm not

I wish I could forget my memory of you

I wish that I could look beautiful as I shine within my own Light

I wish that I could trust the ones I thought were there for me

I wish that I wasn't turning into someone that is not myself

I wish that my face was not so pale

I wish that my heart was not frozen into ice

I wish that my soul will return

I wish that I will love again

I wish that my final wish will come true

I wish that I could live in a world

Where I didn't wish

I was dead

 

                            

 

 

 

             -Mizuki Tsukiakari

 

Author's Note

No, dear reader, this is not how I feel. This piece was inspired by the last two lines that magically popped into my head. Comments, suggestions?

Reviews

[GoldenApples]

Love the irony in this.

[Mizuki Tsukiakari]

Thankyou!

[GoldenApples]

Yep!

[Nanette M. Buchanan]

This one touches the core of the novel I'm releasing this month...... great emotions, sincere needs..... fantastic writing.

[Mizuki Tsukiakari]

Thankyou very much!

[Nicole]

this is really good...good job

[Cheryl J. Turner]

I really enjoyed this, it was a wonderful read