Not Now

I could lose myself forever
in this sea of dreams with you
I could wait for you forever
and never lose hope of love.
But now, oh not right now....
If it makes sense to anyone at all but you
that now is not the time
forever cannot start right now!

There are many reasons I want
to hold you in my arms
There are so many more seasons
for love to bloom after spring.
But you wonder why I am restless
at the thought of you and I...
It's an inevitable fate that I want to deny.
Not now, just not right now...
I could make it so much worse right now!

If the years make you wiser
and we mature par to par
Maybe then we can cherish
this love of ours, God's gift!
For he always knew better
than to let us each walk alone
You are my one beautiful angel
sent from up above.
And I know well that life would be much harder
without me by your side,
but we've chosen paths that led us
to these broken hearts...
I will wait for you forever,
never ask me why,
but now, oh not right now!
I am yours forever
but just not completely, right now....