too much

You know how to just make me tick,

Know what gets under my skin,

So playful and harmless,

Giggle with every word,

Where you see sunshine and rainbows

I see nothing but rainy days and harm

You’ve been wrapped in the blankets to keep you warm,

I have been laid out in the cold and the uncomfort

My armor is dingy and rusty form the outside voices and physical tool

You have never had to put a set on

When you see me

You see a happy kid

But inside he wishes it would end already

My escapes are no longer working like they use too

I feel the weights on my shoulders,

Making me crush the ground below me,

So heavy and leaving a unwanted trail

You see a watery reflection when you look at my story

The mirror trying to stay together

Only time someone takes off the weights

It's only to put a bigger one on the bar,