he who forgets will be destined to remember

A Poem by Mohl083

found this old one, starting my renaissance over

You left a little over an hour ago
In that time I..ve done the dishes
And nothing else.
How will I sleep tonight
Without your cool hand
Tracing the ink stains on my back?
There..s still vomit residue on the toilet
I want to keep it
So I remember
That you..d still kiss me
When I have a mouth full
Of spit and bile.
I don..t want to wake up
And find a pillow
And that..s all.
I wish I could write better poetry right now
Because you deserve it,
But there..s something missing.
I play all the songs
That make me think of you
As I sit here at the computer
Fumbling with words
And images
That can..t accurately depict
This hole I feel in my heart.
I..m not cool
I..m not original
I..m f*****g s**t
I..m alone.
You make me someone
That matters.
Maybe I..ll fix this poem later,
But I probably won..t.