THIS IS HOW I FEEL

THIS IS HOW I FEEL

A Poem by MRIDUL MITTAL
"

she loves me,me loves him not

"
SHE LIKED ME
SHE LOVED ME
SHE ASKED ME

I DIDN'T LOVED HER
NOR I WAS READY
READY FOR A CHANGE
OF A LIFE'S SLOW MELODY

only a few knew
that just for her
the girl ne. xt door
i was with her

AND WHAT I BECAME
WAS A
BIRD WITH knotted WINGS
NO LOVE,NO FEELINGS

I WAS NOT
BUT SHE WAS WITH ME
A TRUE STATEMENT
A HEALTHY PLEA

"wE" WENT TOGETHER
MONTHS AND A WEEK
WHAT AM I
A FOOLISH FREAK

OPPOSED BY MANY,
TOLD ME,YOU GOING WRONG
IF YOU DONT LOVE HER
WHAT'S THE POINT OF BEING STRONG

DECIDED I'LL TELL HER
FROM THE BEGGINING
OF THE TAIL
I WASN'T HER

I TOLD HER EVERYTHING
WAS A DARK MELLOWED NIGHT
ONE ON THE CLOCK
TO SORT OUT THE BITE

I HAD NO ANSWERS
FOR HER QUESTIONS ASKED
WHAT I WAS
A CRUEL DOUBLE MASKED

THE SILENT NIGHT
I WAS HEARING HER
MY CHAINED MOUTH
HAD HER IN FEAR

SHE CRIED
SHE CRIED
AND SAID
THANKYOU FOR A FEW MEMORIES
OF LOVE THAT WAS LESS THAN TRUE
FOR THE LESSONS LEARNED WERE PLENTY
AND THE HAPPY TIMES WERE FEW

LEAVING HER IN PAIN
I TOLD HER
DONT GIVE IT UP ON ME
ONE DAY I'LL MAKE YOU SMILE

I FEEL INTIMIDATED
SOMETIMES BY OTHERS
BUT AS I SAID
THIS IS HOW I FEEL

© 2012 MRIDUL MITTAL


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you penned down the feelings of the guy which he generally goes through so so beautifully. I could feel the trauma the pain...BEAUTIFULL

Posted 11 Years Ago



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MRIDUL MITTAL
MRIDUL MITTAL

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I am not a writer by nature but one who feels strongly about originality. Although not always traditional, but a few of my work never fails to fully express my feelings on whatever topic I choose. .. more..

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