My selfish plea

"A very silly sing-song write. don't read on if you're all about heavy emotion."

A selfish plea.. my desperate call

Like an order placed.. for a custom made doll

A strictly personal best friend ..

No one else to share it with

My own claimed blessing..

And a warm hand to lend

Who'd be there to let me fall

And when I rise back alone

Would be there with me to mourn

A soul promised to myself

A presence unfailingly warm

Those arms that'd embrace even the worst of me

 When I am sinned as can be

Who'd feel for me ..when i turn numb

Build back that bubble.. that burst at your touch

Who'll be my safest haven..and a steady crutch

A soul that's been promised

To be with me forever

Someone who'd never stop hoping

For me.. while to despair I surrender

I need an exclusive saviour

An all-season friend

Who'd let me tear myself out

And just sit by.. all that's broken who'll mend

I know this plea is selfish

Insecure and stupid

But this is my orison

Another set of footprints

To walk along...beyond the horison

Please grant this wish 

My only prayer

I want to live 

With the blessing in my share ..

Reviews

[deeps]

I don't think it's really all that shelfish.
Being able to express yourself is the first step and you do that well
We all need that feeling. I can feel where you are coming from though.
This is a very well written write here.

[Dev]

I sorta get where ur coming from ... Its not selfish per se.. Everyone wants to feel assured knowing that there will be someone for us there , supporting us unconditionally