I Lost My Mind

I think i lost my mind. Can you help me find it? Looking around everywhere i've been. I remember tip-toeing on Hell's bounderies. Do you think i dropped it there? I still haven't found it. I want my mind back. Nevermind i don't think I do. It's full of memories of losing you. If you find my mind wash it out for me, I can't take the pain of never seeing him again. I lost my mind. Don't know where to find it. I think i might have found it. It's in this dark abyss called my conscience and deep in this black hole called my heart. I'm cold and no longer feel pain. I found my mind but it reminds me that your gone again. I found my mind, but i wish i hadn't. The memories are too painful. I don't want my mind please someone take it.  A pain running so deep i don't think i will make it. So take mind and lose it again because with it i can't deal without you.( this poem is dedicated as they way i feel about being teased about missing Michael Jackson.)