Suicidal girl with pain and misery

Once a little girl that would always beam with smiles

But now a days her life is filled with aching screams

I haven't seen her smile in a while

The pain is getting to her.

She has no one to turn to she cuts words into her name every night

She hides her scars, doesn't want anyone to see the sight.

She cries but no one can here her sadness

The pain she goes through is complete madness.

She aches to be loved by someone someday

But in her eyes shes worthless

She wishes some one will believe shes worth it.

But she doesn't think it will happen anyways

She have internal and external scars.

Scars from self harm, harm from others, & get hit by those cars.

Shes the girl that aches for happiness for herself

But people just think shes just being selfish.

She does so much to keep people happy

but no one ever does the same

people think shes a psychopath

people think shes insane.

That's just the girl that has dealt with pain her whole entire life,

the girl that would cut at knife with a jagged edge or knife.

Shes thought about running away

But something God knows what, she stayed

Shes finally put out of her misery &her aching pain

The bullies, pain, hatred, drove her insane

Shes been lost and in pain dealing with sacrifice.

But soon she will be resting in paradise.

Author's Note

I would really appreciate it if you gave me your opinions and rate this piece.

~R.I.P Bethanie Azalea Taylor <3
1995-2012