Relapse

It's over, it's all over

I think I'll drown myself in this bottle

While I'm letting loose on this throttle

This ain't even my car

I swear I was just sittin at the bar

Disillusioned and completely unaware

It's hard when you're afraid to show that you care

I've been ripped of my feelings, completely bare

Now I'm stuck looking into that 1000 yard stare

I downed some of them percs

And f**k, this s**t hella works

So please wipe off that s**t eating smirk

You're not helpin, you're only makin it worse

I'm fucked and I know I'm cursed

Death is written in every verse

I'm so done with bullshit games

So I'll just remove myself from all these frames

I gotta before my name get's put to shame

But as the bottle touches my lips

I salivate,

Didn't realize it would be so quick to captivate

Pop another pill,

Feel the power as it drills through your goodwill

It's nice, I take kindly to another relapse

It's kinda like takin my chance at a game of craps

That's why I got this Henny, so I can feel great when I collapse

Now I know I can permanently relax

Humour is long lost, no idea where it went

But I'm content, knowing I'll forever live in torment

So that's why I drink, it's how I repent

I hear what you're saying, but I don't need your consent

So who's point of view am I speaking from

Look at what I've become,

So don't talk to me like you know where I came from

I've become so cold, that's why whole being is numb

Reviews

[DarkRainbowPie]

"Pop another pill,
Feel the power as it drills through your goodwill"

Great line. The beginning felt kind of like a rap song but the message really kicked in in the second half.

[uhknowbot-e]

i feel the pain in this man. you have a lot of talent. continue you must.