Me (And You?)

I'd spend my life picking at my nails and muttering under my breath just to hear you near me.
Speech isn't that simple sweetheart?
Maybe to you (but not to me)
It's only when it suits you though I'm anything but weak
I can kill and rend and destroy and aggravate and murder and strife and bring down everything we've ever done.
Without a word
Is there even a me (and you)?
Or am I just talking to myself?

Author's Note

Is this a bit short? Thanks xo