I'm Okay, I Will be Okay, I'm Not Okay

A Poem by YsL

Loving someone is not always giving you happiness. Sometimes it is more painful than you think. But whatever it is, life must always go on and always move forward.

I am Okay,
I can laugh
I can discuss things
I can do say jokes
I can look straight to his eyes

I will be okay,
I can still smile
I can still talk about what happening
I can still say dull jokes
I can still look in his eyes for a seconds

I'm Not Okay,
I can't stop to fall those tears
I can't pretend it's okay to talk about
I can't do jokes even in a stupid way
I can't..
I can't look into his back,
while he's walking away..

I am not okay..
How I wish I could delete all this pain
How I wish I could stop worrying
How I wish I could steal your heart..

Steal it and teach to be the one you love..
But I can't..
Decision is all yours,
I just have to learn to face the truth.

I'm okay,
I will be okay,
I'm not okay..

I must be okay.