Thoughts Looking Through A Window

Sitting behind a window facing the street
Looking at the people passing by
I'm seeing things with sonder
But that rhymes with your name
And now I can only wonder
Why I can't get you out of my brain
The opia I felt looking into you
Into your eyes so musky green and beautiful
I thought I knew who you were
I think I was wrong
I think my heart lied
So I'm sitting here
People watching
Feeling intense waldosia
But why am I looking for you if you're gone?
Why did I think I was ever more than a pawn?
Suddenly there's this rubatosis
But it hurts
I put myself in this crisis
You and your f*****g freshly cleaned white cotton t-shirts
There's no one in my mind but you
Both you and I know that's true
You made everything perfect
And now I'm a mess, I'm blue
I'm feeling hopeless while you're seeing someone new
Endless jouskas and wondering why I didn't say something different
Wondering what I did to make you so unhappy with me
Was it my adronitis
That caused your hiatus
I'll never know
But do I even want to?
My lachesism is getting pretty bad
But maybe I'm just going crazy
I look down and think of something sad
Was there even one moment that you loved me?
Those feelings I'll never know anything about
Boy do I ever wish you told me what they were
I get up and take a walk
My liberosis is making me mad
You leaving me didn't help much
The altschmerz that consumes me
Almost the same as how your touch
Made me forget anything that ever had me worry
My catoptric tristesse
Only comes into major effect
When my thoughts are of you
Now that you're gone
I'm in the bends
It's time to go
I wanted text you but I told myself no
I still love you but I know
It's over, it's time to go
My last thought before I leave the shop
You made me belong, and now I'm not