Comfort Facade

I'm depraved
But I'm deprived, my love
I may be a bottle of sin
But deep down I want to win
I want to come out victorious
But I want to come out on top as us

I'm running back and forth between fences
Will you still love me when all my wear and tear have shown their expenses?
I love you I swear
Even after all this you still run your fingers through my hair

I dissolve into the sheets
Its the only place I want to meet
I love you I love you
Do you know I love you?
I'm suffocating in my own burning fire
Can't you see you're all I truly desire?
You love me with all the baggage I bring
Are you, like me, struggling?
I love you I love you
Do you know I love you?

Author's Note

I started realising around the end of September how truly unhappy I was with my rebound boyfriend and it's really evident here that even though I knew I was too comfortable with being in a relationship to understand how much happier I'd be out of it.