scars and cuts (mental abuse) 2 ignorance and closets

about being secretly gay and how a mother handles it when she suspects it but she dosen't know yet

 “who are you IMing?” Jack’s mom asked walking into his room uninvited and unwanted. “Nick” he replied lazily typing fast on his laptop and sitting against his headboard as his dog cuddled next to his feet.

 

                 His mom looked at him and studied his face “I don’t feel comfortable about you talking to Nick” 

 

                They had, had this conversation before his “mother” didn’t like nick because he was bisexual and she didn’t want him to rub off on Jack. “Jack do you like guys?” she asked “...... no” he mumbled thinking about kurt the guy he was crushing on, the first guy he had ever crushed on.

 

                “would you tell me?”she asked staring at him

“yes!” he replied lying through his clever blank face

“so you like girls right jack?” she questioned him staring harder

“yes!.... mom! what the hell would do if I did like guys?” he asked his eyebrows showing anger to her horribleness towards his sexual orientation

Jack’s mom hesitated “I’d be ...... very upset” she said quietly

 

                 playing with her beaded necklace as if it were a rosary like she were some almighty ignorant believer in those horror movies with the stupid religious a******s who you want to f*****g shoot 

the phone rang in her hand and she picked it up putting on a fake voice

pretending like everything was perfect when she was so ignorant to the fact the she was the biggest problem in this house as she laughed obnoxiously and loudly faking that delight in her horrible voice

jack was disgusted by this he hated his mom so much. 

Where did she come off being homophobic if her brother who she adored was f*****g out of the closet gay?

Jack glared at her silently and she babbled on and on with her stupid friends in his room on his bed like he wasn’t even f*****g there.

Author's Note

if you are homophobic or like to make fun of gay people FUCK YOU!!!! ur an asshole people should be able to love who they want to love this was inspired kinda by reading the perks of being a wallflower

Reviews

[unspokenguilt]

Hiya!
Love the emotion can almost picture the mom twiddling her thumbs around the necklace at his door.
My sister says she's hobo homophobic...she says hobos are cool and homos are great, but a gay hobo? she says Hobohomophobic is her word...what can I say she's one of a kind!
Great write so far,
Elyssa

[Calypso]

I would really like to see how this turns out. There's something brave about coming out of the closet. I'm straight, but I've had to confess from thinks that I've secretly done.