Hollywood

About a guy I was very fond of that I'm still having a hard time getting over. Can't get him out of my head, as of yet.

I found a paradise in memories of you.

A movie in my mind

With encores by the minute.

A collage of clips I can't seem to dash

Reminds me of feelings that caused me to act rash.

But much like a train wreck or a car crash I can't stop.

So I'll get the popcorn and continue to watch.

Author's Note

Ignore grammar.

This song pretty much reflects how I felt at the time when things start going south :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcRi3j8sjtU

The lines that stick out the most to me from it are:
"I get so lonely, I forget what I'm worth
We get so lonely, we pretend that this works
I'm so ashamed of myself think I need therapy
I'm sorry I'm not more attractive
I'm sorry I'm not more ladylike"

Reviews

[T.S. Sky]

Very good work. I love it.

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you! I appreciate it 😊

[T.S. Sky]

You're welcome. :)

[Ana B.]

oh boy, i love this, not sappy but with a certain dignity and heartache without sounding cliche. Lovely words :)

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you Ana B.! I'm glad it wasn't corny lol

[Phill Oz O'fee]

The 'replays' when we close our eyes and live events again can be both sad or joyous - loved the imagery in your short poignantly penned piece! :-)

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you! I know it's something everyone's been through at some point, including myself, so I had to write about it.

[Pravir]

Its a good one. . . i liked it. . short,Simple but very effective . keep sharing

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you!

[WoodenChair]

Another inspiring poem wow! i love your work, just want to go and hammer my head against a wall for an hour to make sure this poem stays in there

[Fanicia E.]

Aw, that's really sweet if not a bit macabre lol. Thank you!

[WoodenChair]

Really loved it!

[Fanicia E.]

I'm glad you did!

[John Alexander McFadyen]

You mange to express this dilemma well in a short pathos filled metaphor.

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you, I appreciate the feedback 😊

[Nora]

It's great one , i love it, good job fanicia 😊

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you so much! Thanks for reading :)

[Nora]

My pleasure 😊

[emmajoy]

Fanicia, dear friend.. you might never get over that .. ..

GOING TO SEND IN A MESSAGE BOX, IS TOO PRIVATE.

[Arabella Rose]

I really liked it x creative💕 x

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you!