God

questioning god's existence

Are you god?

What or who is god?

Is there a 'god'?

You are not really there. are you?

I used to believe in you

Until you broke my heart

Until you brought me down and made me beg for my life

Until all these happened.

I used to love you until when I realized you weren't really there for me.

I was there, left alone with my heart in my hand.

You saw me getting molested and being taken advantage of

You saw me getting ruined and losing my innocence and happiness day by day

But you didn't do anything. did u? no you did not. You just stared

just stared as I went deeper and gotten darker

You saw my father with knife in my throat

You saw me running for life

You saw me getting sold to the king of Kadabra Island and getting pregnant with his illegal child

God!! I used to pray and have full faith in you

But now I know that wasn't worth it

You are powerless. You couldn't save this innocent little child from all the bads of life 

Now I will let go of the idea that you exist

The only person I will look forward to is myself now.

Author's Note

if u believe in god, sorry i dont mean to offend u or anything. I also believe in god. This poem is from a girl's point of view who lost all her hopes. hope u enjoy!! also note that I am not a native English speaker. So any mistakes ..please ignore! I tried my best to use proper words

Reviews

[Silver]

You wrote an amazing poem here , I don't have good words that can really describe it. It's not about the faith in God , its about losing faith in everything , you left alone

[Nilaya]

Your soul doesn't know proper it just feels, keep writing love.... thanks for sharing

[Greg Agee]

I did enjoy it. In would tell that little girl as I have other's. God does not interfere with this world, the physical world. He is spiritual and ultimately you return. God gave free will to good and bad. He meant it. He knows in the end the outcome is known to him. Well written