UGLY

It’s not the type of ugly, like the bruise on your arm. 

It’s the type of ugly meant to disarm. 

It’s brutal, and gut wrenching, and it hurts.

It makes you feel as though you’re constantly trying to avert. 

It’ll make you feel numb, 

until you’re don’t even recognize who you’ve become.

Once you’ve experienced this ugly, it takes over your life, 

reminding you constantly of your strife. 

Your failures seem to look you in the face, 

with every step forward you seem to take. 

It’s got you questioning if you’re taking two steps forward, or back, 

it’s got your calm, unaffected, beautiful façade about to crack. 

Once you’ve experienced this type of ugly, it’s hard to believe you deserve the beauty

and you start to come off as snooty. 

Once you’ve experienced this type of ugly, you’ll think there’s no going back, 

that the past will never just be in the past, 

but in your future too

stealing your happiness, ruining the true you. 

Once you’ve experienced it, everything takes a backseat

even when you want something so bad you can hardly speak. 

Once you’ve experienced it, and let yourself suffer,

you have to decide if a second time around is worth it, knowing it’ll be tougher. 

You have to see that somehow, when you accept it,

the good times make the bad memories fleeting, even though it’s hard to admit. 

This type of ugly will ruin you, but only if you continue to let it. 

So fight, because if you’ve experienced this ugly, you’ve already taken the worst hit. 

Let yourself believe, 

there’s more than just an ugly side, don’t continue to misconceive. 

When push comes to shove, 

you have to fight to see past the ugly side of love.

Reviews

[Bowers]

this is amazing, i love the way you write! It flowed so well full with so many thoughts and ideas and it captured my attention and kept it the entire time, it was intriguing and so powerfully true. Great job! I really enjoyed this!

[Kiana]

Awh thank you so much! It's always nice to hear that someone enjoyed something I wrote! Thank you for reading! :) x.