You got Us both To Suffer

I want to help support him

but I am so scared

crippled by overwhelming

fear blinding me

that is driving me crazy

he thinks I am daft

I am not

just losing me

mind in all

this badness

inside him

trying to end

his life quicker

instead, it's

killing me

seeing this

done to him

I feel split

and confused

and him

matter of fact

with others

and me

angry and

confusing to me

like it's my fault

but other times

he loving

they say you

hurt the

ones you

love and

this is

killing me too.