Darkness Consuming....

Dark days overcast

can't see or find a path

I am distraught and lost

cold and afraid

I wish I could be strong

I let myself down

and others

yet again

I can't hold on to anything

I keep falling and tripping up

I feel the butt of the joke again

Why am useless and stupid?

Drowning inside my own emotions

like a Jekyll & Hyde?

All over the place

going into orbit

and having trouble

coming back to earth

and getting a grip

on reality

as it's so overwhelming

and consuming

Reviews

[Ranfer]

Be strong you will find your path in this darkness soon like me.God will help and guide u. My aunt had MSA which is a rare disease and she was a doctor.she died last year at 55.i love her like my mom.had to see her bedridden for 4 years after a malignant hyperthermia in which she actually knocked hell’s door and came alive.she couldn’t move any muscles in body .for 2 years,she was fed via a tube through nose as she couldn’t eat.her eyes was blind for the last 2 years.every month I have to see her Catherine day .it was painful for her.she would be without pain if she had died 4 years back.this is what the disease made me think.don’t worry everything will be alright.

[Onlyme]

Thank you Ranfer for telling me this about your Aunt. I am sorry. I go on. I do understand. I am far from alone. Just confused and upset and lost in away within myself. Bless you for telling me. And speaking to me. I know this must have been very hard for you and that is an understatement to say the least.