Depression

Depression is an ugly word

just like the illness itself.

It takes hold of you

and pulls you down

sometimes

bit by bit or other

times,

suddenly

depending on your

stress levels or how

you feel in general

health wise

for me, that is how it

affects me. I should

say.

Until you feel

suffocated and sinking

inside the darkness

it brings with it. And

crying all the time.

And you feel vulnerable

lonely and scared and alone.

You can not think straight

and feel numb. Not

connected at times to

your thoughts or thinking

and you forget things,

and if anyone

talks to you. You

cannot hear them.

You are gone inside your own

mind. Lost.

Within yourself.

And fail to be arsed doing

anything, looking after you

or cleaning the home.

Whatever. Everything is

a struggle.

You just want to be left

alone.

To be on your own. And

have no one to talk with

or to interact with you ever.

Even though you feel lonely at

times, how ironic is that.

"It's like being in a lit room

and the bulb pops". Everything

is different then. And your stumbling

about in the dark.

Trapped inside your own mind.

Inside your own body Stuck..can

not get out.

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its very nice..i got emotional on this one..thank u for sharing it ..i have gone through and now i am good now..and help others through it ..it very nice .sometimes u need someone to be your light in these situations..but you are struck ..