God, why, have you forsaken Me?

God, why have you forsaken me.

Why you have  left me to suffer

and be all alone in this world.

Trying so hard to keep a stiff up lip.

And deal with every and every drama

and tragedy that comes my way.

Even when, I am at my weakest.

I try so hard to hold on so tight to life.

And living it.

As well as, dealing with the darkness

calling my name beckoning me to follow.

I resist and fight her calling. But honestly

it is really hard at times.

I really can understand. Why people are pushed

over the edge. And end it all.

As the struggle to live is exceptionally

difficult at times for anyone.

Let alone for me as an individual

in this twisted, messed up world called

life.

Crying alone at night. Begging you to listen

and hear me. But yet you turn a blind eye.

And I wonder. What did I do to hurt you,

let alone push you away from me.

My only comfort is my poetry. My little voice

within. And my heart and soul. To want to live

on.

Please God, hear me and others like myself

Who you have forgotten about.

Thank you. Dawn.

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[LazerRays]

Oh wow. This is raw. To be honest, there are times where I feel so angry at God. Like he abandoned me or something. Sigh. I was always mad that he wouldn't fix my pain and stuff. But you know; in one of my art classes at school a kid dropped a clay pot he was making. The teacher said she'd glue it back together so he gave her the pieces. She looked a it and said "silly, I can't fix this unless I have ALL the pieces"
he had missed one on the floor. And it clicked in my head. As much as he wanted to, God can't fix me unless I give him all the pieces. And that's hard! It's takes a while to find that missing piece... And I'm still searching...

[angel]

Dear Dawn, God never forgets anyone.
When a sparrow falls, Jesus said, He knows. Perhaps you have simply failed to hear His still, small voice speaking in the depths of your heart.
He hears, and He cares. Make no mistake about this. It is absolutely true; I know it with everything that is in me.
That you are still here gives testimony to the fact that, on some level, you know it, too;in the deepest, darkest corner of your being. Search your heart, and you will find Him there.
Perhaps you were crying too loudly to hear Him.
Hang on, dear one, and don't cry.
Be still,the Scripture says, And know that I am (the I AM) God.~~Psalm 46:10

[Richard M]

(((HUGEST HUGS))) my friend and thinking of you xx

[Onlyme]

Thank you Richard, your a sweetheart. hugs right back at you. Dawn.