The previous night

The dawn came with weird things
happening, or was it the sunlight?
maybe i was too dark to take it,
dark, deep down in my feelings.

I slept all night in a weird way,
i was unconscious, as the situation dragged me
to its own field, dark, as it was.
But i wanted to run away.

I wanted to run away from you,
I wanted to run away from every memory which resembles you
your smell, your skin, your style of talking,
And i wanted a fresh moment,a  new.

But it was hard,
It was hard leaving you,
it was hard leaving my addiction,
It was hard to be apart.

Hard things comes in front in first place,
no matter, how much you try to ignore it,
but you do have to fight.
fight to break out the dark and feel the sunlight;
The pure, upon you face.

So, i don't regret about last night,
its a regular story.
But i do regret about missing the glory,
The glory of today's first sunlight.

And i do take an oath for fight,
An oath to rise above my descent.
i will do it every dawn without regret,
no matter how much i be lost in dark the previous night.