Do I Just Let Go?

I go through papers.
I notice your name.
Reading it only
can bring me pain.

I was a fool
for thinking you cared.
For thinking you needed
me when you were scared.

I gave many chances.
See, one too many.
I gave you my heart.
S**t, I gave you plenty.

So you took my heart
and tore it to bits.
How was I so blind?
You don't give two s***s.

I'm not sure I'm fine.
I'm not sure at all.
But I have to try "happy".
I'll try not to fall.

Many years wasted
loving you so.
What's for me now?
Do I just let go?