I'm sorry

I'm sorry I screwed up

I am sorry I made you think.

I would end my life.

I am not selfish enough yet.

This would come with a debt.

I'd never do this to you.

Never would I even think.

I'm scared though.

I don't want to go back.

I've been so close.

I wont even lie.

I have had thoughts of suicide.

I'm sorry.

That I could not be greatful.

Normal

Beautiful

Happy.

I'm sorry.

I'm not a great friend.

That I went way over the edge.

That I can not thank you enough,

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for everything.

I'm sorry for pain I have inflcted.

I'm sorry my mind is just so sickened.

I'm sorry I am me sometimes.

But it's time I remind you of who I really am.

I say it's all gone that I have lost myself.

But I know I have found myself.

I found myself in part of you.

The things you do to help me.

Amaze me in so many ways.

I am still going to laugh

to enjoy life.

I am tired of sorrow.

I am tired of sadness.

How about I give that up and start a new.

I will remind you of who I really am.

Still laughing

Still smiling

still dancing in the rain.

Still trying to get throught the pain

Survive through the day.

I'm sorry I didn't show it.

It's really time I start.,

I'm sorry for what I've put you through.

I'll show you though.

That I am here to be a friend.

I am not giving up.

I will fight.

I wont leave.

You deserve nothing of that.

So I'm sorry once again.

I hope one day my soul will mend.

and maybe Ill be able

to be a better friend.

 

Reviews

[Tallulah]

This was amazing. At first I wasn't sure if i was gonna like it but as i kept reading this piece quickly stole my heart. I related to it very well. This almost made me cry. I loved it. the message it has is so strong and filled with so much emotion. I love this so much.
I will remind you of who I really am.

Still laughing
Still smiling
still dancing in the rain.
Still trying to get throught the pain
Survive through the day.

that was my favorite part. This was a lopvely piece. great job.

[ruth]

this is an amazing poem and i can relate to it. the emotion is there and i love this poem overall..
I like how you mentioned that you are just u.
"I'm sorry I am me sometimes.

But it's time I remind you of who I really am."
-ruth