how much madness? must i endure

f**k 

the world

f**k 

the sun

f**k 

the sky

in the clouds

f**k infinity

f**k the nighttime

betrayed by the day

f**k 10,000 or more

how much madness

is enough

to satisfy my past

how many 

mental sacrifices

how much endlesses

how many dreams 

solar winds

how much anger 

to fuel the sun

how many lonely lives

sacrifices

to love

and the sky's indiffence

the sun's glare

burning

down

before the night

and how many endless lonely days

must I pay?

back for my sins

how much strange loneliness

how many mad thoughts

how often must I go mad

before the end of time

how much anger 

to take over the world

how many lost worlds

lost souls

lost infinities

before I m  touched 

by love?

how many winds

how much rain

and the skies hide

something

and the moon lies 

to the sun

but the sun knows

it knows the moon is lying

it knows the universe stretches

too far

it knows

ten million

strange things

the sun knows

its alone

the sun knows

separateness

it knows the moon is lonely little

and the universe stretches too far

the sun knows secrets mysteries

stylish madness

it knows mouths are hungry

and things need

the sun know s  the worst of us

it watches all day

Reviews

[Dalebear]

Wow so much power jumping out with feeling. How much can we cope? I like the last two lines.

Good write

[.]

. oh, this is your magnum opus ... i read it to em this morning ... and we couldn't but marvel at every word and every line ...

the way you sense the universe
is magical and rare
your profundity and words
are so full of care
when you make an observation
it's always, always perfect
it's a revelation
with a lasting effect
fortunate are we
who get to read you
your words make us free
because they're always true
there is so much sadness
and it's all around
it's as if love and gladness
never make a sound
and in this silent time
we need words to keep going
without reason or rhyme
your words just keep glowing
i haven't thanked you lately
but i don't want to stall more
your poetry is appreciated greatly
it always reaches my core

[Sweet_pale_cacophony]

There are these small lines in midst of your poems which always grab my attention.and the sky's indiffence
the sun's glare..like this one.How often have i looked at the sky and thought surely the world can not be as small as my suffering..surely there are many who suffer more than me yet when frenzy hits me all i can do is sit and wallow and pity myself..

[Robin]

how much will you deal ?

[Emily B]

I would be astounded the note said. And it is true, think I will read some more.

[...]

. i am told patience is a virtue ... and i believe it is ... but in combination with proactivity ... isolation and desolation ... must end ... time can't be surpassed ... but it can be defined ...