You win

Satisfying my demons

I don't know what to do
Perhaps the art on my arm was too soon
Nobody knew and so my secret grew
It was for me, never for you
To realize the pain I put you through
As my sanity disappeared from within replaced
By the demon within
Strong and deeper, the slices became steeper as the Crimson fluid
Flowed clear
I hear a scratching at my door for I dare not look beyond
It's my demons waiting at deaths door
They waited patiently for me to give in and welcome them in

I struggle to breath
All I wanted to do was leave this misery be
If I died I would truly know what it would be like
To be alive and no longer blind

I'm not the wiser so I welcome the liars
The deceives, the demons of my nightmares
Voices mock me, condemning me
They addd to the lines of my painting
And I whisper, "you win".