The Singer-WomanA Poem by PhoenixI was 15, She let me go. I clung on tight To the teasing and mocking: I was short, dumb, useless. Her opposite In life and in love. She never told me. I heard from a friend - I was weird. Too much. I threw out the photograph. * I was 17, I let them go. They clung on tight To the movies and meet-cutes. I was gorgeous, funny, everything. Their opposite In hope and in love. They told me. I was hollow. Too little. I threw out the letters, papers, scribbles, drawings,
paintings, craftwork, the plush. * I was 17. I had a dream. The Singer-Woman was there. My everything Life and love Celebrity. She let me in, But never clung on tight To the laughter and passion. I was just there. Her opposite In hopeless devotion. I woke up and told myself. Heard it from my bed-ridden head. I wasn’t right. Too I kept my love in the ticket box. * I was still 17. I let myself go. Never clung on To the girl in English. Witty, caring, human. My opposite. She told me nothing. I read Kafka at night, Suddenly quite unpracticed in walking backwards And afraid of annoying them all by the slowness of such a
rotation. Too much, too soon. Unglued. I was 18. © 2024 Phoenix |
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Added on March 29, 2024 Last Updated on March 29, 2024 |