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A Poem by phonetixs

"I hate victims who respect their executioners." - Jean-Paul Sartre


Rotatin' in orbit, euphoria off wit a tilt in my axis, before so...let's quilt in the thatches  

with all the will and the facts kid.. 

let's examine a conscience with all the guilt and its package...

Match this;  an anglo on  a tight-rope above tanks of sharks swimmin' in razor blades

limelight in laser jades, a necro Cricket whisperin I'll never grace the stage..

I'll place my faith in the shrine circus wit a severed head of a clown as the mantlepiece!

my apathy injects worry with the time when my scandal shrieks

"Handle Me..." whispers my conscience in its'  slithering puns

"Welcome You Are..." bellows the pit  during my withering plunge.....

...I dive in the needle and see

macabre at work, crossin sedatives off their revenge list

the vengeance, soaked with a tourniquet and a dozen syringes

relentless, suicide's pre-thought only forgiven through ten trips...

wit' bent lips, my face contorts as i punch myself wit' clenched fists.

an emaciated ego ebbs and echoes as i flex and let go

of the better part of me: the one that is vexed to death row...

my soul burns into brimstone, the frustration's  cancerous aint it?

im from where malific cantors are sacred, and all of life's answers are hatred.

Mephisto's my patron, as he stands on my shoulder at the cliff of insanity

i live in a myth to my vanity which is a trip that I can't believe....

goin through a shift that'll handle these gifts and my ample needs

one step closer to the edge as i take this leap of faith 

will i weave my grace? or just leave this place...?

only one way to find out as i walk over into this state of oblivion

and leap off into the place that i'm livin in...


back to reality i go....

© 2010 phonetixs


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This is a well put together piece of poetry, your style of writing is different which make your writing more unique, and that's one of the things I look in people's writings a style that they call their own, and you have that. Great job!!

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phonetixs

San Jose, CA



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I'm Dan the Man. k, horrible joke. I'm just working through carpenter's wisdom as a daily routine. all part of the daily grind and this blog is the outlet to my daily dose of disarray. . ... more..

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