Dying

I'm afraid of dying.

Will there even be some people at my funeral that're crying?

At least it will end the vying.

Hope I've done enough purifying.

Getting my soul taken from me will be terrifying!

Or will I go smiling?

Is not death supposed to be plain gratifying for the pure?!?

My life has comprised of sins.

Will I be despised by the lord?

Shivering, I agonize.

I see nothing good when my life I plain analyze.

By drugs I've been mesmerized.

By people I'm ostracized.

To sins I'm desensitized.

By fear I'm immobilized.

I'll continue sinning till Death does materialize.

Couldn't abide by the book, simple advice.

I am barely alive.

Death might soon arrive.

Where I will forever reside, the lord might soon decide.

My deeds for heaven might not suffice.

Life here has been hell.

All I want is heaven in the afterlife.

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

I have to agree that if you are looking for hell, you need look no further than the planet we are on. If you are hoping for heaven, I'm still out on that one:) if you are looking for peace when dead. You'll get oblivion. We are all sinners. Not one of us is stain free. You listened. This is a shorter piece. Much more readable pinhead.

Chris

[pinhead07]

:))) Thank you so much for the review and the advice! :)))

[Intothemilkyway]

I understand very well all this thoughts and emotions of yours. It's never easy, but if it was where would the beautiful part of it be.
Imagine reaching that one goal you so much wanted.
Remember life is not a race, it's a marathon.

[pinhead07]

Thanks for the advice and the review! :))) Indeed, there's no gain without pain. :) It's a marathon, truly. :)