a poem summary of a new story im starting

A Poem by poetdweller

the stories in rough draft, but here's the poem.

I am fourteen years old. "sure," u may say.
"There are a lot of fourteen year olds... you're normal" Whenever that's said to me,
I laugh. I laugh until it hurts.
Because I know the secret...
And nobody else knows...
I'll never tell them.

I am fourteen years old.
My mind is 76 years old.
One entire life equals one year.
Welcome to new technology.

Hooked up to the machine.
A lifetime equals a few seconds.
And then I'm brought back to this one

We've surpassed our bodies
But we'res stuck by the limitations of our mind
Most of us experiments die when their mind
Is fifty.

But I'm special.
I'm not normal.
I've lived beyond.
And from those lives i've learned a secret
A secret i'll never tell

So why am i here?
Walking along a lonely path
Where nobody else has been?
I still don't know
Perhaps its hoping to give the world,
or destroy,
hide,
I do not know
I haven't decided.

I know 23 different languages fluently

Seventeen instruments

And three martial arts

Big deal.

I don’t care

I’m not my accomplishments

Sure, I'm fourteen.
But I'm wise beyond those 5110 days
Today's my birthday
But I don't feel any older
Just my 5110th day

My name?
It does'nt matter
Officially I'm experiment X1190C
But now since they're done with me
Since I'm of no use to them
I have to find a real name,
Not X1190C

Now your curious
About me
My black hair's dull
combed back by restless fingers
My bright green eyes blaze
And yet I feel so bland
Because when THEY had me for the experiment
THEY did not see me as a kid, or child
Just X1190C

Nobody wants this
Nobody wants 50, or even 76 lives
I've learned the secret
And I wish I could die.
But the secret would follow me pass the grave
So I'm stuck from my mind out

Welcome to my world
The world of X1190C