Fire,
Burning passionately
As it consumes everything
Without even trying to
But it just got started
And now it can't stop
One joke meant lightly
Now the fire blazes happily
Destroying everything once there
Bloody screams,
Corpses caught aflame
There goes my friends
I'm all alone again.
Im awake now.
Now in questions of everything
While i sit there,
Do they just tolerate me because they can?
Or do those joyful eyes hate,
Just like last time.
Four years ago.
Dark brown eyes.
We hung out together
Everyday.
She blinked.
Those innocent lashes
So sickening,
How they ended up guilty...
The disowned me from everything
One and only friend,
Gone awry
So there I was,
Torn from humanity...
But i kept going,
Friendless.
Nobody would care if I lived or died.
Three years ago
Spinning,
A ground seemed to materialize under me
I hit into it,
Hard.
Black pavement,
So unforgiving
Just like her
Another girl
Another "Friend"
Now hurting me bad
After I endured the pain.
I stood up and crouched against the wall
Everybody watched
Even the old friend,
And laughed.
So why do I try?
Do my new friends
Also hang behind innocent lashes
Wanting to disown me
Or laugh at my pain.
Or will I offend them,
And be alone again?