Manipulated

Manipulated
I hate that word.
Manipulated: influence or to control shrewdly or deviously
Yeah. That's DEFINITELY me.
You said I do that?
Well, you saying that causes me pain.
Pain: cause emotional anguish or to make miserable
Thanks a lot pal.
Fine.
I'll only call you three times a week.
For fifteen minutes.
And see you twice a month.
What, did your mom help you think of this?
That's stupid.
Stupid: unintelligent: lacking intelligence
Great.
You'd rather I share with my family
My issues.
I involved you too deep.
And you want away with me 'till I'm better.
That's not going to make me lonely.
Lonely: Of person, unhappy by feelings of loneliness;
desolate; Of person, without companions; solitary
Now I don't want to eat.
I feel sick.
I don't want to sleep.
Sleepless: not able to sleep: affording no sleep: unceasingly active or operative
And now I'm alone.
It's not so much fun.
Sitting in my dark absent room.
Listening to the same resembling song,
Time after time.
Self-Mutilation: self-harm is deliberate injury inflicted by a person upon their own body...