unloveable

five stages of grief denial, bargaining, anger, sadness but where’s the acceptance? you told me I’d never lose you and I really had believed you you had me fooled and wrapped around your hand

5 stages of grief
denial, bargaining, anger, sadness
but where’s the acceptance?

you told me I’d never lose you
and I really had believed you
you had me fooled and wrapped around your fingers
the fingers that play trumpet so beautifully
I forgot my own beauty
because I was so consumed in yours.

la vie en rose
i can’t bear to hear those notes
because it reminds me of the time
where I saw you as a person who didn’t try
to hurt me when they were hurt

why’d you listen to the outside
when I was your best friend
i wasn’t as jealous as you thought
i was more proud than anything
you were smart.
talented.
kind and sweet.

i waited and waited for our happy ending
but you couldn’t stand my abscense
i don’t blame you, but you made me think I’m

unloveable.