Drifting For Forever

Smash my phone

On the floor

I am no longer afraid

To feel

Break me 

Or hate me

Nothing can hurt me

If everything hurts

Drug to drug

Night to night

Got to drag feet

Through the day

Slip on snow

Black on white

You are not seeing red

Because you are not seeing

Know things as if I learnt things

Lived as if I am already old

Done what no one else does

But still I am not even started

This is only going to get

Crazier and messier

And however messed up this gets

I cannot get out

Because I still have a pen

And a paper

And so I will keep getting paper

And I will 

Still

Be still 

Forever

Drifting

Down