Another Depressed Feeling

I hate feeling this way for hours every couple of days, but no one knows about this feeling unless you read my poems. Sometimes even then no one even get the call I am screaming to them.

I long for the moments of happiness,

But some time there is crappiness.

I long to be happy all the time,

But it is hard just like this rhyme.

For hours a day I wait

For my hate to disappear.

When I am in the state,

I hate the world.

I love being happy

And not super snappy,

But with depression

I have the unruly session.

The world becomes dark

And I don’t make any remark.

Silence overwhelms me

Meanwhile happiness hold the key.

I love everything around me

When I am not on this spree,

But nobody knows

Even though it shows.

I cry inside without tears

For no one else to hear.

Sitting alone

On my own.

Please help me.