Evil Love V2

The depression settles in my heart.....

My anger floods my veins.....

Trying to speak but the words are gone.....

Happiness fades to sadness and love to hate.....

Then finally, slowly but surely my world falls to ruins.....

My light turns to darkness and soon I am consumed.....

My soul is darkened and soon dies.....

The good I see in myself dies....

Leaving only my demons leading me astray....

Overwhelmed by rage and drained of my emotion....

Happiness is only an illusion....

My only constant is pain....

Hoping for an end but none in sight.

The twisting of the knife in my back.

Your joy from my pain.

Leaving me shattered.

Taking a key piece.

Needing a friend but none will come.

Wanting help but none is given.

Misery my only companion i struggle on.

My heart denied your love.

My body left in shambles.

Barely holding on.

I reach out for your embrace,but none is received.

Standing idle, watching as I wither.

Playing with my emotions like some game.

Then like a broken toy, you cast me aside.

So much evil from something so beautiful.

I lost your game and can not restart.

Haunted by your words.

Cursed by our memories.

You were truly my greatest mistake.

I let go of my attachment and a weight is lifted.

I give in to reality and regain what was lost.

My strength returns and i walk away.

Never looking back.

Never to think of you again.

Nothing more than a dream.

As far from reality as possible.

My light illuminated once more, revealing a path through your darkness.

A heart broken now repaired.

The time is now.

I'm moving forward.

With scars fading and wounds healing.

My illusion becomes a reality.

Happiness replaces sadness and hate is taken by the hope love.

My future is unclear but i let go of my past.

Hoping, wishing, praying for something better.

Opening my heart to love.

Waiting for her.

Waiting ever more.

Evil Love.